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Name: Chelly
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State: Florida
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Birthday: 2/5/1989
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

when is it my turn to ex[erinence fame?
when is it my turn to be famous?
when is it my turn do what I love?
when is it my turn to havemy parents support my passion?
when is it my turn to be what I dream of everyday?
when is it my turn to be truly happy?
when is it my turn to be famous?
Just when?

tell me so? some one? anyonE?

I just wanna be some body out there.. i wanna be notice
I want to have my name known.. because this is what i dream of...

But what happens when your most dependable hero lets you down?
what happens when you need your heros trust but thier not there to catch you when you fall?

Modeling isnt just a thing... but a passion
ITs what makes me happy... and what makes me smile!

Fame is what i strive for ... what i aim for in life!!

So some one any one tell me when is it my turn??
Who can help me myself?

Some people say never give up your dreams.. live for your self. but what happens... when your mom lets you down and your dad thinks its a joke? What happens when you live your life like a bum... aimlessly living each day.... Who can be my guide and direct me? I know im suppose to lvie my dreams for my self... so when is it my turn? How? I just wanna make my parents proud... sometimes it hurts to know that they barely care for my passion...


i feel like giving it up already...


am i famous yet?


fuck no!


once again im just living an aimlesssly life that dont mean anything. feeling pathetic and sad everyday...

the worst thing i can do is sit in a corner and cry my self to sleep...

this is my life...

an avarage 17year old.. whos prob never gonnna be notice...


Monday, May 08, 2006

hey there my loves ///

 

so i guess i havent update for quite a while... its been hectic i suppose... long story short... snrs are leaving. grad night was awesome. prom was alright.. i just cant wait till i get outt aschool...... been busy.... this is it for now =) i love you guys daerly ofcourse...

 

err any thing u need just IM me i suppose!

 


Saturday, April 22, 2006



"...it'll always be apart of my memories"

Ok so its been a crazy weekend I admit.. So many things have happend and obviously its gonna be really hard for me to explain.. I actually dont even know why i woke up at this morning. Things have changed so much this week for me.... for some reason that feeling of "moving" once again poped in to my  head.. I feel like i have the need to runaway altogether once again! Its getting  close to the end of the school year which means its gonna start getting extremly busy. Proms next week.. and Sadly to announce, i still dont have a prom date.. but i guess at this point i can careless.. haha i'll just go with liz hahahhaha  har di har har! cus we're cool like that! My prom dress is actually being altered as we speak right now, its way to long even with the 5 1/2 in. heels... wHOA! crazy  anyways hmmm heres a list of things sorta coming up... i suppose.. a mini update~?

April 26/2006: Persona Performing @ HardRock Live.
April 29/2006: Freedom Prom night.
May 4/2006: MPA-- After School Located at Daytona.
May 6/2006: Grad Night 7pm-4am @ Disney
May 7/2006: Baccalaureate @ Freedom High's PAC
May 11/2006: Chorus Banquet.
May 15/2006: Dress Rehersal for SpringConcert
May 16/2006: Spring Concert @ PAC performed by Various Groups.
May 17/2006: Graduation of 2006 @ UCF
May 22-23/2006: Final Exams/ Last Day of School.
May 26/2006: Cartel in Concert @ The Social (8PM) $10--General Admission.

--Events/Dates May subject to be Changed and/or removed.--

List will be updated//

So I guess this is it then, the end of school year.. but then comes summer school which is absoutely like a pain in the ass! I guess its time to get my life strighten out. speaking of strighting out my life.. i must say a great big shout out to Timmy Tim Tim && Kevi. For looking out for me and being that big bro who gives total awesome advice! *wink* hahah  Most appriciated your everything. o0o0o and we all got lollicup together yesterday tooo. although tim did made fun of me ALOT! grrrr... and I gotta go to the mall soon to get me ticket for CARTEL!  cannnnnt wait! tho i missed out buying Panic! at the disco' ones... Im most deft not gonna miss Cartel. yessireeebob! Err oh yea, progress report went out on thurseday.. and im actually pleased with my self... all B's && A's and No failing grades!!! COngrats meeeeeeeee. alrighty now i needa stop ranting about pointless stuff. so im gonna go eat something and do something productive today! yup! toodles my loves.


 


Monday, April 17, 2006

"To Every Girl..."

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky.


To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.


To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chosen that bitch instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.


To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.


To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.


To every girl that just wants to hold hands.


To every girl that kisses him with meaning.


To every girl who just wishes he cared more.


To every girl who would just once want a guy to give thier jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex.


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt so badly or so many times.


To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.


To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one.


To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams.


To every girl that laughs at the stupid stuff and actually think its is funny.


To every girl who is just looking for that one and only guy.

To every girl that has been cheated on.


To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.


To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.


To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.


To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

--Sacre Bloody Blue--


Friday, April 14, 2006


The force smile... with a hidden sadness...

Confessing the truth and saying sorry can be such a pain in the ass..
My Good friday hasnt been so good after all..
The thought of my courage to say sorry was so stupid..
I just wanted to apologized and nothing more..
Maybe this is God actually punshing me for not being true to him?

I didnt intend to do anything.. and now I know..
Im suffering from my consequences and action..
... once again im doing what i do best.. run away//

I hate this. i hate all of this.. why am i so.... fucking stupid!



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